Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Last sunday was the 1st time i met up with my primary classmates(some cant define as friend),e atmosphere was a bit weird though few try to be friendly & make the gathering more lively.Most of them was like since graduation till last week was the 1st time we saw each other.Few of them came out to do their own business,eg Kenny,whereas Dickson & some r in army.Among them,only Ivan n i got contact each other recently.In sch i was closest to Dickson,Sebast & Melissa.Was quite sad that Melissa couldnt attend as she was in Taiwan studying,Sebast last minute couldnt make it,Dickson & I seems like strangers(time changes,feeling also changes?).I & Ivan took cab there & back as lazy to take bus.Haha.I seems to feel tat i cant fit into their social circle(maybe coz i matured earlier than them?).
i seems to be getting into a more complicated situation than my feeling for you.The person was 1 of my ex colleague cum friend,actuali initially just that we seems to click & we could get along well despite the gap between us,but now things seems to be turning out to be what it shouldnt be.Haiz maybe i think too much?Was quite surprised when you agreed to my request.Talking to you & seeing seems to be what im looking towards to.
I wonder if you already forgotten abt her?Was quite jealous when you still remember her b'day,though i know i know she's still in your heart all these while,i promise you i wouldnt ask for much as i know i cant compared to her,but human are selfish,isnt it?I hate those guessing games.When i saw the present you given me,i guess that to you,im just still a kid whom need your attention & care,but im of the same age as you lei.I hope you dun treat me as a kid anymore.Maybe to freed myself from you,is to forget everything?
9:52 PM;
I made my mark
Monday, March 09, 2009
1st picture wif him after v day when i tell him e truth.Weird weird de lei..haha...but there is alot of good memories behind all these.lol..if not coz of agnes,i guess we wouldnt have e chance to take picture together ba..both our expression was so unnatural lei..compared to sec sch,both of us changed so much,but hopefully e feelin wont change as time pass by.u r a great guy n confidate,im so fortunate to be able to noe u..haha..no matter wat happen,thanks for everything u have done & given me.I wan intro u to garett kor,but i noe u r quite resistant to tat,i wont force u but i reali hope tat 1 day u r willin to accept him lei..he is reali a nice guy lik u,treatin e group of us lik his own mei mei..i believe he will support me no matter wat choices i make.Hope tat u nv forget that u will try to meet him after ur ord,im not tryin to force u to accept him right now coz most ppl have e wrong impression tat entertainment industry is complicated but he is reali nice de..If both of u can b good fren den it will be e best..haha..
6:40 PM;
I made my mark
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
8:01 PM;
I made my mark
Monday, February 16, 2009
Thanks for not leaving even though i choose to tell u on v day e truth.I was struggling on whether should tell u ma,but finali i've e courage to tell u,i was surprised that ur reaction was lik nothing happen coz u say alr noe abt it long ago,but juz tat u wan me say out not to bottled up inside my heart.after tellin u,i feel more relief coz a load off my mind & i do not have e fear tat u'll find out..haha reali much better after tellin u..after tis i realise tat both of us had matured alot,glad tat history didnt repeat itself..thanks for acc me thru all these,reali appreciate it..no matter wat happen,u'll oways have my support.I'll keep my promise to u,but u oso mustnt break ur promise to me.9yrs,got happiness n sadness,but wif u ard,everything seems to b able to b solve.haha.
10:41 PM;
I made my mark
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Know you for nearly 9 yrs le..got watever problems or secrets,i sure will tell u de..coz we promise each other tat no matter wat happen we'll b e best of frens there for each other,but there is a secret deep inside my heart for 5yrs liao.coz i reali scare tat it will affect our frenship.i try to hint u but dunno is tat u dun understand o u pretend not to.i was struggling on whether should i tell u ma..i noe tat there is oways some1 in ur heart n u say u will learnt to let go when u r ready,i dun ask for much coz i noe u have done more den enough for me..more den wat i have done for u,but u nv ask for anythin in return.few frens envy me for havin u by my side,indeed im fortunate de..haha..i juz hope tat we'll have more 9yrs to come..haha..i noe i ask too much but human is oways not satisfied,isnt it?
1:15 AM;
I made my mark
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Left 3 weeks jiu can see u all alr..should be looking forward to that day coz can see u all ba,bu alot of worries lo..need to see if the schedule can fit all of u ma..anyway should b happy ba tat both of u should b able to come..anyway it should e last yr u celebratin wif me ba coz of ur intention to go overseas for studies..nx 4 yrs cant celebrate wif u le..haiz ur birthdae oso coming but u wull be in trainin,so oso cant be celebratin together..hopefully my mum allows me to go over..haha..if u reali leave,me sure in a loss de coz all this while u oso there for me...watever happen,i oso no worries..haha..so many yrs liao,glad to have a such person by my side..haha..i oways fan u wif my problems but u oways help me find e solutions..this yr got 4 person whom i wan see..garett kor,marc,u & zw..but i noe zw is totally impossible..coz so long nv see him,how he is doing oso dunno..regret tat sec sch nv cherish tis fren..anyway coz of tat,makes me realise tat must treasure frens around me more ba..
10:10 PM;
I made my mark
Friday, April 25, 2008
Wahahahaha..so lon nv blog liao lo..few mths le..lol..certain things happen these few mths of course..but watever it is,everything is over le..
I juz resign from my previous job last mth..lol..sad la coz alot of good memory there..coz it is so fun workin wif vivi lo..1yr plus together is lik so fun esp those days in e retail..but too retail stop operation liao jiu transfer us to office.but i juz cant adapt to the life there..it is so far n the ppl there reali sux lo..life is miserable there so decided to resign lo..ppl tot i crazy to gif up such a high pay,but pay doesnt matter since im not happy workin there..haha..might as well find a job which is near to my house lo..anyway oso didnt expect tat i can hold till e last 2 person to leave ba(now onli left vivi there),coz few of them alr left last yr,esp those whom r close to me de,eg casson & auntie..so no feelin when i left juz tat im happy coz im e 1st to treat my boss eat cuttlefish lo..lol..now still in conatct them eso is vivi..n casson,congrats be dad liao..haha..too bad e child is in malaysia so we cant c..lol..but dun tink can find time to meet up lo coz all so busy la.. Few days back juz called up kor!!lol..so long nv chat wif him liao lo,even longer nv c him liao..nearly 5mths liao lo..i reali miss him lo,haiz..haha but luckily can still c him on tv lo..lookin forward to his event durin may lo..but dunno who can acc me go..but no matter wat i still wan go!!haha..hopefully xy n edna can go..
9:08 PM;
I made my mark
