Last sunday was the 1st time i met up with my primary classmates(some cant define as friend),e atmosphere was a bit weird though few try to be friendly & make the gathering more lively.Most of them was like since graduation till last week was the 1st time we saw each other.Few of them came out to do their own business,eg Kenny,whereas Dickson & some r in army.Among them,only Ivan n i got contact each other recently.In sch i was closest to Dickson,Sebast & Melissa.Was quite sad that Melissa couldnt attend as she was in Taiwan studying,Sebast last minute couldnt make it,Dickson & I seems like strangers(time changes,feeling also changes?).I & Ivan took cab there & back as lazy to take bus.Haha.I seems to feel tat i cant fit into their social circle(maybe coz i matured earlier than them?).
i seems to be getting into a more complicated situation than my feeling for you.The person was 1 of my ex colleague cum friend,actuali initially just that we seems to click & we could get along well despite the gap between us,but now things seems to be turning out to be what it shouldnt be.Haiz maybe i think too much?Was quite surprised when you agreed to my request.Talking to you & seeing seems to be what im looking towards to.
I wonder if you already forgotten abt her?Was quite jealous when you still remember her b'day,though i know i know she's still in your heart all these while,i promise you i wouldnt ask for much as i know i cant compared to her,but human are selfish,isnt it?I hate those guessing games.When i saw the present you given me,i guess that to you,im just still a kid whom need your attention & care,but im of the same age as you lei.I hope you dun treat me as a kid anymore.Maybe to freed myself from you,is to forget everything?
